Welcome all
To my very first blog.
Name: James Chang
AKA: King Angel, Angel, Apes, Ace, J, Jamie,21stAngel, Bear, Daisuke, King, Sanctus, Casanova.
Origins: Born in KL, raised for awhile up in the moutains of Kuala Pilah, spent most of my time in the streets of KL (Go figure)
Orgins of my nicknames :
King Angel - Given to me by a very speacial companion of mine, Jennifer Seako, who passed away not too long ago, I am proud of this name, because she was the first to call me this, and problaly the few that did. But this name belongs to my childhood companion Kelly Jing, who alsopassed away not too long ago. I need not say no more...
Angel - Quite a common name accuatly, given to mewhen I was 15, also by Jennifer Seako, but used by quite alot of people accuatly.
Apes - Given to me when I was 16, in my old highschool Sri KDU, by fellow classmate Yeng Yi Kye. Still being used today for laughs and jokes.
Ace -Given to me by fellow gamers online in RO, and RYL I and now recent RYL II and Starcraft. No longer in use thou. But its still sentimental.
J -The most common of my nicknames, currently still in use, by the common person, although people still call me by my full name James.
Jamie -Given to me by my ex and current close friend Jade Ng, she thought it was cute.......wtf.com
21stAngel -Created by me during one of my PBSM camps,back when I was around 13, We were going head to head with scouts and they called themselves THE SHARKS, so I suggested we called ourselves Angels, because logically enough our uniforms were white. There wereonly 21 of us, and I got the last number. This nickname is freaking sentimental.
Bear -Another "cute" nickname, given to me by a 7yrold girl I was babysitting when I was about 14 I think, she hugged me one time and called meBear Bear.
Daisuke - My Japanese name, given to me by a Japanese friend I still keep in contact with today. Her name is Miyawazaki Nodoki. I call her Mi. The name Daisuke translates "Great Help"......right
King -Given to me when I was street sparring and working in the underground. I was King once I won alot of money in one of my matches I threw it all around and money went flying Good job right? (this nickname is dead due tovery personal reasons thou)
Sanctus -A Hidden name, a name not many will hear off I always carried this name since I was 10, andonly ONE person has ever seen it AS a name.She is Tan Sue-Yi. She found my hidden name.if you wanna know the story behind this.Find me. Sanctus translates "Sanctuary"
Casanova -LOL, given to me by alot of girls...startedwhen I was being a playboy when I was 13, noI aint no Casanova no more...............................................REALLY LA!!!!
In my next post tommorrow, I shall explain each nickname in detail, because each nickname holds precious building blocks of my life in them accuatly....so alright tommorrow ok? Moving on to Family now....
Family
-I dont have parents, seriously I swear to my soul and God I dont have parents. My father left me before I was born, he cheated on my mother and made a new family elsewhere. Till today I rarely meet him and I dont want to meet him. He acts as if he is GOD to me whenever he takes the chance to talk to me sometimes,because he pays for my school fees and living expenses. So he pumps money for my mother because she cannot work no more. That gives him the "right" in his mind to be GOD. And in doing so, every action in his mind is always right and never wrong. It takes a man a great deal of courage and dignity to admit he is wrong, but his philosophy is "I am always right to my sons, and I dont need their advice, What I say is law and cannot be challenged, I dont care what they say, I am always right". Think about it....
-As for my mother...I remember when I was little, I watched a show on TV before, when I was around like 5, the child in the movie accidently burned his hand with hot water, the mother in that show, kissed the forehead of that child, put lotion on his hand and sofly told him to be careful in near future, she was supporting, nurturing, loving, caring and she WAS a mother. The scene burned into my memory from then till now. When I was 6, I accidently burned my hand, and when I thought my mother would love me the same way I thought in the scene in my head, all I found then was hurt and pain. She slapped me and scolded me harshly for not being careful enough. And do you wanna know what hurted? I was trying to make her a cup of Milo because she always was making me, I thought then, the best cup of Milo a kid could drink. So I wanted to make my mother a cup of Milo with my own hands,when I got burned, I got a slap to my face and shouts and yell to my face. My hand hurted, but my heart hurted more. My mother washed my hand with cold water, I didnt cry that day...but I swear I wanted to...I swear I wanted to cry. It never got better...
-I have a bigger brother, so is a cocky arrogrant bastard. He follows the examples set forth by the man whom I call father. I am bigger and elder, so I dont need to listen to you but you need to listen to me. When we were kids, I remember my brother asking me to do many things for him. Like wash the dishes, clean up, change the channel on the TV (remote was broken) and when I said no, he would show a jackass of a face and shout at me. Dont feel pity for me thou, if this is the love of a brother, screw it...but I was wrong, for when I was about 12, I saw how real brothers treated each other from my friends at school. It hurted...it still does...
Thats about it for my current family, as to my extended family...another day alright? moving on...to my school life...
School Life
-Oh mutha...I've been around seriously. Primary I was at Sri KL, then lower secondary I was at Sri Cempaka, and then Upper Secondary I was at Sri KDU, and finally now I'm at Taylors College. DO note that I did not spend alot of time at Sri Cempaka, due to the fact that I was going around other schools, hanging out with other people. These are the schools I ponteng my classes at Sri Cempaka to go to.
SMKDJ
SMKDU
Garden
Garden International
Katholik High School
Zhong Hua (Pudu)
One chinese school also at Pudu (I forgotten the name, its gone now)
Hartamas School
I mean by hanging out with people at these school is that I went there...meet up with a few guys and mostly girls, and we played hookey most of the time...goodjob right? Dont worry if you were from one of these schools, because you'll never have seen me, and even if you did, you wont remember. I never stayed long at these schools, just met up with people and went off. The only school I hanged out at alot was the chinese one which closed down I think several years back. PUDU wei...PUDU...Except for Sri Cempaka, the schools I attended in my life also holds precious building blocks of my life. I shall attempt to eloborate....right....
Sri KL - To me, this school, is sentimental and it is like a music box filled with memories. When I was attending this school, things were different from the current Sri KL it is today. There wasnt any basketball court or new Secondary block or nething like that. There was a workshop and a open grassy field. I believe it was a time long passed, when I was there as a child. The only reason why this school is a memory music box is because of ONE GIRL. MY CHILDHOOD PLAYMATE and FIRST LOVE. Kelly Jing. I met her there, and the memories we made then echoes through my mind everyday. Taylors right now sits opposite of Sri KL, and everytime I walk pass the hallways and stare at Sri KL, I get an nostalgic feeling in my heart. In my later blogs, you will find out about Kelly, and you can look back at this blog and see why I put Sri KL as a memory music box.
Sri Cempaka - Like I said, all fucked up...
Sri KDU - This is where the most destructive and heartshattering days of my life was played out. This is where I met Tan Sue-Yi and Lianne Letitia Ritchie, and this is also where I was at the time I lost Kelly Jing and Jennifer Seako. This is also where I learnt one thing...There is no such thing as God...In my later blogs, you will find out about Tan Sue-Yi and Lianne Letitia Ritchie, and maybe....just maybe...you can feel alittle of what I felt...
Taylors College - God...this is the only place where things dont seem soo bad, I mean after the amount of crap I had to go tru to reach 18years of life. I cannot really blog about this place, because I'm still living it and I'll give you a day to day update about it.
OK MOVING ON!!!
Finally, about myself.
Sorry to disappoint you, but I got nothing about myself to tell, like I said, you'll get to know me tru my blogs of my nicknames, memories, and school past life. Bit by bit each will tell you who I am. But for the record la...I wont bite...Thats about it for my first BLOG EVER.Things to look forward too seriously are as follows:
The story of my Nicknames
The memories of Sri KL
The memories of Sri KDU
The memories of my childhood
Kelly Jing
Tan Sue-Yi
Jennifer Seako
Lianne Letitia Ritchie
Jade Ng
Natalie Ng
Mei Wan
My bad boy and casanova days
Brotherhood...........
Yee Lisan ( I knew u'd be the first to read my blog tree hugger)AND MORE!!!
Alright thats all folks...see ya tommorrow...
To my very first blog.
Name: James Chang
AKA: King Angel, Angel, Apes, Ace, J, Jamie,21stAngel, Bear, Daisuke, King, Sanctus, Casanova.
Origins: Born in KL, raised for awhile up in the moutains of Kuala Pilah, spent most of my time in the streets of KL (Go figure)
Orgins of my nicknames :
King Angel - Given to me by a very speacial companion of mine, Jennifer Seako, who passed away not too long ago, I am proud of this name, because she was the first to call me this, and problaly the few that did. But this name belongs to my childhood companion Kelly Jing, who alsopassed away not too long ago. I need not say no more...
Angel - Quite a common name accuatly, given to mewhen I was 15, also by Jennifer Seako, but used by quite alot of people accuatly.
Apes - Given to me when I was 16, in my old highschool Sri KDU, by fellow classmate Yeng Yi Kye. Still being used today for laughs and jokes.
Ace -Given to me by fellow gamers online in RO, and RYL I and now recent RYL II and Starcraft. No longer in use thou. But its still sentimental.
J -The most common of my nicknames, currently still in use, by the common person, although people still call me by my full name James.
Jamie -Given to me by my ex and current close friend Jade Ng, she thought it was cute.......wtf.com
21stAngel -Created by me during one of my PBSM camps,back when I was around 13, We were going head to head with scouts and they called themselves THE SHARKS, so I suggested we called ourselves Angels, because logically enough our uniforms were white. There wereonly 21 of us, and I got the last number. This nickname is freaking sentimental.
Bear -Another "cute" nickname, given to me by a 7yrold girl I was babysitting when I was about 14 I think, she hugged me one time and called meBear Bear.
Daisuke - My Japanese name, given to me by a Japanese friend I still keep in contact with today. Her name is Miyawazaki Nodoki. I call her Mi. The name Daisuke translates "Great Help"......right
King -Given to me when I was street sparring and working in the underground. I was King once I won alot of money in one of my matches I threw it all around and money went flying Good job right? (this nickname is dead due tovery personal reasons thou)
Sanctus -A Hidden name, a name not many will hear off I always carried this name since I was 10, andonly ONE person has ever seen it AS a name.She is Tan Sue-Yi. She found my hidden name.if you wanna know the story behind this.Find me. Sanctus translates "Sanctuary"
Casanova -LOL, given to me by alot of girls...startedwhen I was being a playboy when I was 13, noI aint no Casanova no more...............................................REALLY LA!!!!
In my next post tommorrow, I shall explain each nickname in detail, because each nickname holds precious building blocks of my life in them accuatly....so alright tommorrow ok? Moving on to Family now....
Family
-I dont have parents, seriously I swear to my soul and God I dont have parents. My father left me before I was born, he cheated on my mother and made a new family elsewhere. Till today I rarely meet him and I dont want to meet him. He acts as if he is GOD to me whenever he takes the chance to talk to me sometimes,because he pays for my school fees and living expenses. So he pumps money for my mother because she cannot work no more. That gives him the "right" in his mind to be GOD. And in doing so, every action in his mind is always right and never wrong. It takes a man a great deal of courage and dignity to admit he is wrong, but his philosophy is "I am always right to my sons, and I dont need their advice, What I say is law and cannot be challenged, I dont care what they say, I am always right". Think about it....
-As for my mother...I remember when I was little, I watched a show on TV before, when I was around like 5, the child in the movie accidently burned his hand with hot water, the mother in that show, kissed the forehead of that child, put lotion on his hand and sofly told him to be careful in near future, she was supporting, nurturing, loving, caring and she WAS a mother. The scene burned into my memory from then till now. When I was 6, I accidently burned my hand, and when I thought my mother would love me the same way I thought in the scene in my head, all I found then was hurt and pain. She slapped me and scolded me harshly for not being careful enough. And do you wanna know what hurted? I was trying to make her a cup of Milo because she always was making me, I thought then, the best cup of Milo a kid could drink. So I wanted to make my mother a cup of Milo with my own hands,when I got burned, I got a slap to my face and shouts and yell to my face. My hand hurted, but my heart hurted more. My mother washed my hand with cold water, I didnt cry that day...but I swear I wanted to...I swear I wanted to cry. It never got better...
-I have a bigger brother, so is a cocky arrogrant bastard. He follows the examples set forth by the man whom I call father. I am bigger and elder, so I dont need to listen to you but you need to listen to me. When we were kids, I remember my brother asking me to do many things for him. Like wash the dishes, clean up, change the channel on the TV (remote was broken) and when I said no, he would show a jackass of a face and shout at me. Dont feel pity for me thou, if this is the love of a brother, screw it...but I was wrong, for when I was about 12, I saw how real brothers treated each other from my friends at school. It hurted...it still does...
Thats about it for my current family, as to my extended family...another day alright? moving on...to my school life...
School Life
-Oh mutha...I've been around seriously. Primary I was at Sri KL, then lower secondary I was at Sri Cempaka, and then Upper Secondary I was at Sri KDU, and finally now I'm at Taylors College. DO note that I did not spend alot of time at Sri Cempaka, due to the fact that I was going around other schools, hanging out with other people. These are the schools I ponteng my classes at Sri Cempaka to go to.
SMKDJ
SMKDU
Garden
Garden International
Katholik High School
Zhong Hua (Pudu)
One chinese school also at Pudu (I forgotten the name, its gone now)
Hartamas School
I mean by hanging out with people at these school is that I went there...meet up with a few guys and mostly girls, and we played hookey most of the time...goodjob right? Dont worry if you were from one of these schools, because you'll never have seen me, and even if you did, you wont remember. I never stayed long at these schools, just met up with people and went off. The only school I hanged out at alot was the chinese one which closed down I think several years back. PUDU wei...PUDU...Except for Sri Cempaka, the schools I attended in my life also holds precious building blocks of my life. I shall attempt to eloborate....right....
Sri KL - To me, this school, is sentimental and it is like a music box filled with memories. When I was attending this school, things were different from the current Sri KL it is today. There wasnt any basketball court or new Secondary block or nething like that. There was a workshop and a open grassy field. I believe it was a time long passed, when I was there as a child. The only reason why this school is a memory music box is because of ONE GIRL. MY CHILDHOOD PLAYMATE and FIRST LOVE. Kelly Jing. I met her there, and the memories we made then echoes through my mind everyday. Taylors right now sits opposite of Sri KL, and everytime I walk pass the hallways and stare at Sri KL, I get an nostalgic feeling in my heart. In my later blogs, you will find out about Kelly, and you can look back at this blog and see why I put Sri KL as a memory music box.
Sri Cempaka - Like I said, all fucked up...
Sri KDU - This is where the most destructive and heartshattering days of my life was played out. This is where I met Tan Sue-Yi and Lianne Letitia Ritchie, and this is also where I was at the time I lost Kelly Jing and Jennifer Seako. This is also where I learnt one thing...There is no such thing as God...In my later blogs, you will find out about Tan Sue-Yi and Lianne Letitia Ritchie, and maybe....just maybe...you can feel alittle of what I felt...
Taylors College - God...this is the only place where things dont seem soo bad, I mean after the amount of crap I had to go tru to reach 18years of life. I cannot really blog about this place, because I'm still living it and I'll give you a day to day update about it.
OK MOVING ON!!!
Finally, about myself.
Sorry to disappoint you, but I got nothing about myself to tell, like I said, you'll get to know me tru my blogs of my nicknames, memories, and school past life. Bit by bit each will tell you who I am. But for the record la...I wont bite...Thats about it for my first BLOG EVER.Things to look forward too seriously are as follows:
The story of my Nicknames
The memories of Sri KL
The memories of Sri KDU
The memories of my childhood
Kelly Jing
Tan Sue-Yi
Jennifer Seako
Lianne Letitia Ritchie
Jade Ng
Natalie Ng
Mei Wan
My bad boy and casanova days
Brotherhood...........
Yee Lisan ( I knew u'd be the first to read my blog tree hugger)AND MORE!!!
Alright thats all folks...see ya tommorrow...
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