Thursday, August 02, 2007

New Kings & Heroes

Rejuvenation! Rebirth, and all that has passed has come and gone, and I am now complete and whole once again

Like warm sunlight breaking through a dark storm, bathing me, I have found a new reason

A reason to protect, A reason to Love, A reason to Embrace

Isnt it funny how life works out?

A few months ago, everything in my world was breaking, I felt heavy and trapped, and life just seemed to get harder and harder to step through, not to sound dramatic or anything, but you know, when you feel everything crushing down on you and you just want to be alone to cry and think about all the saddest things in your life? I found myself living like that for awhile, but now it seems all a dream, just another nightmare, and life moves on

And I moved on, and guess what? I moved on only to find that life shot me straight in the heart with a bullet engraved "LOVE"

I found everything again, like rediscovering all the joys and beauty of life before, and I've never been sooo happy in such a long longgg time

All the rush of life now burns in my veins, thrilling and exciting, discover the simpliest things in life to be beautiful and enchanting, Rage and Hatred has burned itself out into ash, and only A hero to rise bearing the mark of new beginnings...of love...

All this feelings, ALL THIS EMOTIONS, AND ALL THIS PASSION!!!! can only be described by ONE WORD! JUST ONE WORD!!!!!!!!!! ONLY ONE!!!!! and that word is....


ESADORA


Nuff said

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey sanctus (if you ever read this),

I admire the courage that you have shown by expressing your feelings. I really am impressed by the way you have defended your love for these girls, no matter how cold they were, believe me, I am of the same type...

I am really sorry over the loss of Jennifer and Kelly, life is that unfair to all of us sometimes, but at least what you HAVE ,and still HAVE is their love. Attraction, however, is really a very mysterious thing, and if not treated with care, can develop into situations like yours and Sue-Yis.

Once again, I'm not trying to pick a fight with you, but I deeply believe that all is fair in love and war, and it is fair enough that you might still have some feelings for Sue-Yi, but don't assume that the feelings are mutual based on history and chemistry, once again attraction is a very deceptive thing...

I know you quite well James, I've been observing you and looking past your playboy days and all the jokes made about you as well, and since I had finally seen past the bad judgments made about you, I realise that you deserve real companions...
I do know people who have suffered as much, if not more than you, and although I have not experienced what you personally have been through in terms of your family, I am willing to listen...

Do comment on my posts, I'd like to hear from you.

Lex

7:25 AM  

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