Illusions & Dreams

Hello....Hi...Bye? miss me? I know you still do...

Ok...I started my first day at HELP Uni today...and it was ok...meet a few old friends, met some new friends...and its all good...nothing else to report...
My class is quite whacky and its nice...the lecturers are great...so all in all...its a damn good class...and the time of my classes couldnt be better.......yeah...

Nth else to report really...it was a boring day...oh except one incident today...

S, ahhh now this is one small but important incident that happened today...I found out that she currently now is the ONLY girl that can make me feel a heartbeat again...I dont know why still, and I fear it...Its better if I dont feel a heartbeat, because it'll help with the pain I'm going tru, so when I talk to S, it seems she makes my heart beat again...a small beat...but a beat none-the less...she seems more alluring with each passing conversation I have with her...I still cannot identify what I feel...it eludes me...what doesnt elude me is that I have sworn to be a chaperon for her, that means I shall be someone who can be there for her without the complications of a relationship (bf/gf thing). So I intend to stick with my promise, and along the way, I want to find out what exactly is that makes me want to protect her just as much as I want to protect Jennifer or Sue Yi or Lianne...

S is sitting for a Biology Exam tommorrow, so tonight I shall say alittle prayer for luck and best wishes for her...

GOOD LUCK S!!!!

ok moving on...nothing else really developed after S today...cept Lisan, my beloved God sister is heavily stressed out...I shall say a hard prayer for her tonight for her exams and her life to get better from its current state. Lisan, hey, Julian (that is her bf and soon to be husband so she says) and alot of us are here for ya, women, so take a chill pill ok?

alright...I still am lacking the strength for a memory, but TOMMORROW, yes...tommorrow shall be on SUE-YI...yes...I shall write about her tommorrow...ok? thanks...