Monday, July 31, 2006

Rise of Dominion

Hi guys...sorry for missing out yesterday's post...was busy with stuff...

Ok! today...I will randomly select a memory I have on Kelly & Jenny to let you know how deep we were...my previous post only touched the surface of it all accuatly...and in a way, if you ask why do I tell all this...it is a way of expressing their love and telling their story...

but before that...today was an ok kinda day...had a Eng LIT test...was pretty down to earth and all...thats about it all...

Kelly: Oh I remember one...she went out with a friend to Sunway Pyramid once, but her friend couldnt show up as she suddenly struck with illness, (food poisioning I think). So she gave me a call, telling me what a waste the day would be in a gentle way, I immediately told her that no the day wont be a waste, and let me come to Sunway Pyramid and make the day turn to a date. She was stunned, because I was at Mid Valley that day (Saturday), and it would be a long way to reach Sunway Pyramid (other side of the world wei). So, it was the fastest trip to Sunway Pyramid I ever had, a merem 20 mins tops and I was there...Taxi and all, and I even paid the Taxi man an extra 10bucks just so he drive alittle faster...ho ho ho good job...and the first thing when we met was...we laughed...yes we laughed lol...because she didnt expect me to get there that fast and I didnt expect myself to be there too...but we were...and we spent the day ice-skating and talking at Star-Bucks...was really funny when we were ice-skating too, I kept on falling down, and making her laugh, because I was really like a rhino on ice...lol, but she was graceful and elegant on ice, as if watching a ballerina dance on white glass, she had an air of grace and radiance around her on ice...a memory I come to cherish very much...and the talk we had at starbucks? well she braved courage and just before we parted that day after the talk, she leaned very slowly next to me only to slip me a gentle kiss on my cheek...god that was a moment of pure romance...and nooo I will not tell u about our talk...hehehe private ya see...so there it is...a memory of romance on Kelly...beautiful...
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Jenny: Hmmm sooo many to choose from...let me see, there was this one time that Jenny was really bitchy and emotional, it was a Monday...go figure...so she called me up and like threw fits of anger and hate to me. Seriously she would fire anything at me...from the way I dress??? to the way I ate??? EVEN TO THE WAY I WALK!??? yeah wei...she was looking for reasons to bitch...and believe me, she could bitch alot...but in a way I was the only one she could throw all this at and still at the end of the day, smile and know that I would still be there for her because I would...it was because also she trusted me, and even thou selfish of her to do this, I had no objection because I wanted her to smile. But on that day, I decided to end this in differently from a smile, I told her that I am coming over, she screamed "FINE COME OVER NOW SO I CAN FUCKING SLAP YOU!!!" and la dee dum, I came over. We had a talk...or rather she just blowing alot of steam at me, with screams and yells even...so I kinda made a bold move...I told her to slap me...yeah...I told her to slap me...

And she hesistated for awhile, but yes she slapped me hard...right across my left cheek. Then she suddenly started to cry. She told me how the hell can I put up with soo much that she was dishing out at me, I told her "simply because I want you to smile..." and adding that I know how hurt she is accuatly inside, with her loneliness and pain. She cried and she told me she didnt know what to do, I held her one had on each side of her hand around her higher arm. And I told her to hit me, she stared at me blankly and she said no, then I shook her gently and looked deep into her eyes, and asked again in a real deep voice "Hit Me..." and she started to hit me, across my face, across my chest, and my arms...she threw everything she had to me, I felt pain, the blows she landed hurted but I felt the pain she was letting out of her heart more, and if she striking me would help her, then I would go tru it all over again so she can let out the hurt...

After about 5 or maybe 10 minutes of strikes, she finally calmed down and stopped crying. She looked at me with tears in her eyes, and for a moment, I lost myself in them. I kissed her...
She held my face and I held hers. And yes, we made love...

After making love, and after dressing myself, she was still un-clothed on her bed, she stared at me and told me something quite romantic

Jenny: "I never felt soo alive before..."

Me: "Neither have I..."

Jenny: "Was it your intention to let me get all my anger out so that you can have sex with me?"

Me: "No...do you believe me?"

Jenny: "Yes...because it was my intention to make love to you from the very beginning"

Me: "......werent you throwing anger at me at the beginning?"

Jenny: "it was to test you in a way, and you passed, more than passed accuatly, you accuatly made me feel alive and you made me throw my pride away to do what I wanted to do"

Me: "which was...?"

Jenny: "to make love to you..."

Me: "really...that was your intention?"

Jenny: "is that wrong?"

Me: "why?"

Jenny: "why what?"

Me: "why do you even want to make love to me? why was that your intention?"

Jenny: "because I want you to be the first I ever give my heart to..."

So that came to a close, and from there the bitching and yelling got less and less...and from proving myself to her, it became that I was her companion and lover...this happened before she listened to her bitches and broke up with me...that was the time frame so think about it...

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The contienuation of Sue-Yi

well...this shall be writen another day...telling you about Jenny and Kelly already used up alot of emotional strength...so...another time....


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